confuse =/

sighhhhh . feel so confuse-ING now . LOL =/

finally , we are nothing already .
Uhm ~ just normal lorh . nothing special is happen .
i told you i will go to Johor help my brother working at November .
you won't allow me to go . you said worry about me will suffer .
you said you will not willing to me .
and said the distance so far . yeah . really so far one .
Ipoh to Johor Bahru .
yeah . i know you will feel unhappy . but i really want go to work .
cause i think staq at home so sienzzzzz . will scold by my mum if i always open the computer one .
sighhhhhhhhhh . don't know what can i do now ?
want or don't want ?
but i know he will feel unhappy . he cried when heard about i want go to Johor to working .
sorry , my boy . let you feel unhappy again . TT

really feel so confuse now . sighhhhhhh . Awwwww ):
i don't know what's you thinking sometimes .
i really hard to know what's you thinking sometimes .
sighhhhhhhhhhh . moody day again ))':

Please tell me what can i do now ???